I ♥ sewing :)

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Feels sooo Moody ~

I've been so moody today. I thought that I got moody because of him. Then all these thoughts came into my mind and I feel guilt or something. The negative thoughts still came to my mind. I started punching myself hard. Sometimes I feel like I hate him but deep down I think I love him so much. But when it has to feel right, it feels bad. I don’t know whose fault is it. I randomly feel that he just want me when he needs, and the main his needs is what I hate most, actually. I just don’t wanna do what I don’t want and what I hate. 

Many Things Happened

It was kind of busy day lately this month. still learn math at college, hanging out with friends, meet my beloved one, joking with family, work with cabelle, and so on... 

Many things happened. It was so sad when I knew that my friend's father has passed away. Of course it happened unexpectedly. Someone who I saw look quite healthy has just leave us forever. I feel scared, it certainly will happen with us. Yeaaah, Everybody dies in the end, sooner or later. But I hope we all have a long life and share our happiness together so we could have a lot of memories to remember.

Don't really want to think about that now because there are so many thing to think about. I also feel so happy because my mommy has bought a new sewing machine. Hope my sewing becomes better. 

There's no rapid progress with cabelle yet, but I still take some orders sometimes. It was so nice to sew, packing, and send it. I'm starting to learn how it feels to find my own money and save it for my future needs. Besides that, my lecture is still number one, I don't want my IP drop again, really.

Btw, it's about 3 months I've been in relationship with my bf. Things were great. But day by day I increasingly feel worried about this, we're become so close and closer again. Sometimes I think this love is fading and don't want to stay anymore, but when I see him again it's become so different, what a strange, I love him more than before. He was the only one I have ever felt that strongly for. I miss him. I just want to be with him. Forever.

:)

Dear you,

     Thank you for making me smile today. You never know how much a simple message can turn my whole day into a beautiful smile. thank you for the encouraging words, for your kindness, for the silly and fun talk, for the friendship, and for everything and most of all for just being you. You never know how much you inspires me, and I want you to know that you’re the reason im smiling alot lately. thank you. :)

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Semalam aku iseng2 tweet postinganku yang I'm in ♥ with a Blogger dan mention ke bang alitt. Ternyata dia lihat dan balas mention. Nggak cuma balas mention, dia juga komen di postingan aku itu looh. Senangnyaaaa :D

Sebenarnya postingan itu udah aku bikin sebulan yang lalu, dan awalnya emang ada niat untuk langsung mention ke bang alitt, cuman aku lupa. Karena semalam aku lihat-lihat postinganku yang dulu-dulu, jadinya aku iseng-iseng aja tweetkan itu ke bg alitt. Alhamdulillah dia ngasih respon yang baik :D


Saking senangnya, semalam aku sampai susah tidur dan tadi pagi aku telat bangun. Karena telat bangun aku nggak kuliah. Aku jadi takut, jangan-jangan virus bang alitt yang mahasiswa abadi itu udah menular ke aku. Aduh jangan sampai yaa! :s

Jadi makin suka sama bang alitt deh :D

Dia nggak cuma lucu tapi juga baik hati. Kalau mau lebih tau tentang dia coba visit blognya shitlicious ini deh, banyak hal yang bakal kalian dapat dari situ, dijamin keren :)