I feel happy, but sad too. After more than 3 months that I never saw him again, suddenly this night he came to my house. I admit that I miss him so bad. But I'm not in a good mood, many thing happens unexpected today. I don't know how to say, I don't wanna make him sad too, he's so kind to me, he came from his hometown only just wanna meet me, again.
So true, I'm so moody, then I was trying to fake a smile.
I know that some thing doesn't work out as we want to, but I just can't stand in something that contrived. It's a good thing that he surprising me, but I'm not that idiot to lied to. Randomly I thing that those guy are seems like those jerk from the past. It's not fair to judge him like that because I never and never dared to make something clear. I'm just afraid. I'm afraid to lose again.
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The stupidest mistake in life is thinking the one who hurt you the most in the past, won't hurt you again. People couldn't change that much...
actually he's who I talk about and he's from the past are different person :)
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