You make me confused, it hurts.

If you are going to love me, love me deeply. If you want to break my heart, then break it all. If you are going to care, care for me completely. If you decide not to hold me, then just let me fall. If you are going to stay, then stay forever. If you want to leave, then do it today. If you are going to change, change for the better. And if you are going to talk, then please mean what you say.

I can't help but wonder how normal it is to feel this way. I mean, here I am, in the throes of the most amazing man I have ever known, someone who has so quickly become my world and I can't help but question it all. I have never been more sure of my feelings for anyone and never have been so insecure about someone's feelings for me. I don't know what to do but I'm never giving up on you.